Scars - EP

by Santiago Adkins

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all songs written, performed, produced, mixed, and mastered by santiago adkins at blob rock studio san diego, 2015.

portrait by the artist bayne.

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released October 18, 2015

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Track Name: Scars
I'm gonna kick your ass
with my fucking sass.
Slap you in the face
with my fucking bass.
Punch you in the gut
with my fucking grunt.
I'mma make you drown
in my fucking sound.

Gonna puke but I ain't gonna clean it up, no!
I'm gonna puke but I ain't gonna clean up, no!
I'll make you puke but I ain't gonna clean it up.
You're gonna clean it up!
You're gonna clean it up!

You left a mess, you left a hole inside my sacred space.
You fucked it up, you made me shout from all your verbal mace.
You tried too hard, but not enough, but that's just who you are.
You made a dent, you left a mark, now listen to my scar.

You told me, "Stupid, fat, faggot
you're a waste of space."
But I shut up, I didn't speak,
felt it wasn't my place
You shook your head, though you were right,
but that's just who you are.
Now it's my turn to tell you just how evil you are...

Gonna puke but I ain't gonna clean it up, no!
I'm gonna puke but I ain't gonna clean up, no!
I'll make you puke but I ain't gonna clean it up.
You're gonna clean it up!
You're gonna clean it up!

You left a mess, you left a hole inside my sacred space.
You fucked it up, you made me shout from all your verbal mace.
You tried too hard, but not enough, but that's just who you are.
You made a dent, you left a mark, now listen to my scar.

I cut myself in stars. (x8)

Gonna puke but I ain't gonna clean it up, no!
I'm gonna puke but I ain't gonna clean up, no!
I'll make you puke but I ain't gonna clean it up.
You're gonna clean it up!
You're gonna clean it up!

You left a mess, you left a hole inside my sacred space.
You fucked it up, you made me shout from all your verbal mace.
You tried too hard, but not enough, but that's just who you are.
You made a dent, you left a mark, now listen to my scar.

You left a bullet, left a hole inside my empty heart.
You fucked me up, you turned me cold and tore my soul apart.
You tried too hard, but not enough, but that's just who you are.
You made a dent, you left a mark now listen to my scar.

Now listen to my scar.
Now listen to my scars.
Now listen to my scars.
Track Name: Everything is Embarrassing
Everything embarrasses me.
Everything I am, everything I do.
Everything embarrasses me.
Everything you do is embarrassing, too.
I just need to be cut free.
All of the time I never know how to be.
Fingers twisting,
jaw clenching,
neck stretching...
I feel like I might die.

Everything is embarrassing.
Everything is embarrassing.
Everything is embarrassing to me, oh!
Life is so discouraging.

But I am as simple as a string.
I am paralyzed by every sting.
Whirling downward spirals,
been falling for miles,
but I cannot let you go.
You're everything that I prayed for.
Please just punish me...
I just need to be clean.
Spit on me,
spit me out,
put me on a spit!
Consume me all till everything just turns to shit.

Everything is embarrassing.
Everything is embarrassing.
Everything is embarrassing to me, oh!
Life is so discouraging.

Go away little boy.
You're my bane little boy.
You inane little boy.
Feel ashamed little boy.
Go away little boy.
You're to blame little boy.
You're insane little boy.
Feel ashamed little boy.

Wanna see what it would be
to make someone proud of me.

Everything is embarrassing.
Everything is embarrassing.
Everything is embarrassing to me, oh!
Life is so discouraging. (x2)
Track Name: Open Letter
I've seen it black.
I've seen it white.
I've seen it any color you like.
I've seen it in.
I've seen it out.
I've seen it closeted, silently shouting.

Just to be safe
I'll state my case.
I'll let you know just how I am feeling.

I've seen it round.
I've seen it square.
I've seen it in public pretending to care.
I've seen it wrong.
I've seen it right.
I've seen it at home too tired to fight.

So tired of fighting.
Too hollow to care.
But I want you to know just how I am feeling.

My love for you,
it wanes quite steadily now.
I wish I knew just how I feel about it.
I never knew just how I feel about it...
but even if I did I'd never quite get over it. (x2)

Fraudulent,
Evasive,
Excluding,
Legitimate,
Ironic,
Necrotic,
Generic...
my feelings.